Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Regularity
And not the kind that is induced by eating roughage and prunes. I like to have a lot of regularity in my life in terms of a routine and everything, now don't get me wrong, I love some spontaneity in my life and have often said "let's make it an adventure" (but that's mostly referring to being prepared when I get lost whilst driving). But there is something that makes me little crazed brain very comforted when I have a routine. Honestly I can tell you that every day I do the same thing: hit the snooze button twice, lay in bed for 10 tens after that, brush my teeth and check facebook at the same time, get dressed, do my hair, then my makeup, and leave for work. When I get to work the routine continues and for the most part it doesn't bother me. I usually can figure out if I forgot something because everything will fall out of my routine and then I can easily fix it before it potentially causes more problems. But here's the thing, while I love my routine and it enhances my already growing OCD, I do wish that I could have some awesome adventures. I would love to grab Danny and pack a weekend bag and get in the car and drive or go to the airport and just pick a place and go, that would be amazing, but alas no such thing has happened (probably because I have to plan and worry about things too much). I frequently think about what I would like to do within the next 1, 5, and 10 years and definitely the above fits into these, preferably the one year time frame. I got the chance to talk to some friend's siblings and they were discussing how they were able to go South Korea and teach and just experience all these wonderful things and it really hit me that I don't have any amazing stories or life experiences. Granted not everyone will and some people might be definitely okay with that, but not me, I want to go places and see things and have great life experiences. I want to be able to tell the children that I don't want, all the awesome things that Danny and I did when we were young. So here I go, I am proclaiming this to my rando page viewers....I am going to have an adventure and make life experiences and it will be the best!!
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yesyesyesyesyes!!! I can't wait to hear about your adventures!!!
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